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260815 || #SANGHYEON PLUS CHAT UPDATE 🐶: because that place was actually an abandoned ruin, and when i was little, i heard that looking at a mirror around places like that could cause trouble 🐶: apparently mirrors are some kind of medium or something 🐶: i don’t remember exactly 🐶: i don’t know whether it’s actually true or not 🐶: but i’m really careful about things like that 🐶: if it really is true 🐶: i don’t want to act brave and look into a mirror 🐶: yeah.. 🐶: if i’m told not to do something, let’s just avoid doing it as much as possible~ 🐶: but i’m also more curious than anyone 🐶: so once i see something like that, it keeps popping up and i keep looking at it 🐶: and i’ve often ended up unable to sleep 🐶: so when i was little 🐶: an older friend i was close to 🐶: showed me something scary 🐶: i had a nightmare after seeing it 🐶: then i went to my parents’ room crying in the middle of the night and said i was scared and couldn’t sleep alone ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 🐶: after i did that several times, my parents started getting a little annoyed too 🐶: so i would just stay in my room 🐶: until the sun came up 🐶: reading "why" and "how so" books for hours.. 🐶: this was my secret.. 🐶: something i couldn’t tell anyone.. 🐶: because when i was little, i always had to leave my electronic devices in my parents’ room before going to bed 🐶: so other than reading books 🐶: there wasn’t really much else i could do 🐶: even until sixth grade 🐶: i had to be in bed by 10 p.m. 🐶: and until fourth grade, it was definitely 9 p.m. 🐶: in my entire life, i’ve only watched a horror movie 🐶: exactly once 🐶: because i really hate scary things 🐶: even when someone asked me to watch one, i always said no 🐶: and horror experiences like that 🐶: i’ve only done three times in my life 🐶: twice, i held onto the shoulders of the person in front of me, stayed as close as possible, looked at the floor, closed my eyes, and made it through like that 🐶: the other time, i couldn’t even go in 🐶: even in a dream, i couldn’t go inside because i was scared 🐶: so in real life, it was only twice 🐶: even now, i can’t sleep with my feet sticking out from under the blanket 🐶: i have to be completely covered with no gaps 🐶: when i was in middle school, i was so scared after watching shinbi apartment that i couldn’t sleep 🐶: the hyungs are probably starting to wake up now, it’s 9 a.m. in la 🐶: and when we film something scary, i deliberately pretend that i’m not scared 🐶: because apparently ghosts can sense what kind of person i am too 🐶: but that doesn’t mean i tell them to come out and challenge me 🐶: i heard that if you say where you saw them, they might actually appear 🐶: you know that man who was looking for seonyeong at the beginning and kept banging on the gate really loudly 🐶: at that moment, i deliberately danced to the rhythm of his knocking 🐶: doing the choreography to our songs.. 🐶: but nothing appeared ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 🐶: there was also something i thought would appear, but it didn’t 🐶: after listening to the actor’s explanation, we put on blindfolds and moved around without being able to see anything, right?? 🐶: since i was blindfolded and couldn’t see, there was someone beside me helping me walk 🐶: while walking, i kept begging 🐶: please don’t take me inside the building 🐶: pleaaaseee 🐶: but it felt like we were heading toward the building 🐶: so i eventually half gave up 🐶: "ah.. it seems like you’re taking me into the building 🐶: i really don’t want to go, but if i absolutely have to 🐶: i really don’t want to go to a high floor 🐶: no.." 🐶: i kept refusing 🐶: but the person helping me said i couldn’t do that and had to follow them 🐶: .. 🐶: and then we started going up the stairs!! 🐶: kept going up 🐶: until i was like 🐶: "how far are we going!!" 🐶: and eventually i entered the building i didn’t want to enter in the first place, and i really didn’t want to go somewhere high, but i ended up being left on the top floor.. 🐶: "take off the blindfold" 🐶: they told me not to take it off until they gave me the signal, so i kept it on 🐶: "if there’s something in front of me right now, please just leave me alone and go away 🐶: i’m easily startled, so if i see something right after taking off the blindfold, i might completely panic 🐶: please go awayyy 🐶: i’m still a rookie and i have so many stages i want to show ALLYZ 🐶: i’m only 20 years old and still really young" 🐶: i kept saying things like that, and when they finally told me to take off the blindfold 🐶: there was no one there 🐶: so i was kind of 🐶: embarrassed too 🐶: and just when i was thinking that!? 🐶: as soon as i took off the blindfold, i ran straight out of the building 🐶: actually, while going upstairs blindfolded, i counted how many floors i had gone up 🐶: and when we stopped, i mapped out the route i had taken in my head, so even before taking off the blindfold 🐶: i had already planned my escape route 🐶: actually, i wanted to go to the rooftop too 🐶: but whenever i tried to go to the rooftop, seonyeong was always near the apartment entrance.. so i never made it there 🐶: then lastly 🐶: i’ll just say this and go to sleep 🐶: actually, there were times when we ran away while playing the game and stuff 🐶: but whenever seonyeong found us, we had to go straight to the prison 🐶: when i got caught with sangwon hyung next to the vending machine, i first thought, "whatever, just run" 🐶: but then i came back 🐶: and told seonyeong to take me away 🐶: i talked a lot today~ 🐶: and the hyungs are going to do really well on stage today, so ➖️ 🐶: karena tempat itu benar-benar reruntuhan, dan sejak kecil aku pernah dengar kalau melihat cermin yang ada di sekitar tempat seperti itu bisa membawa masalah 🐶: katanya cermin itu semacam media penghubung atau semacamnya 🐶: aku nggak ingat persis 🐶: aku juga nggak tahu itu benar atau tidak 🐶: tapi kalau soal hal-hal seperti itu, aku memang benar-benar berhati-hati 🐶: kalau ternyata benar 🐶: jangan sampai karena sok berani lalu melihat cermin 🐶: iya.. 🐶: kalau dibilang jangan dilakukan, sebisa mungkin jangan dilakukan~ 🐶: tapi aku juga paling penasaran dibanding siapa pun 🐶: jadi kalau melihat hal seperti itu sekali, biasanya terus muncul dan aku terus melihatnya 🐶: sampai sering nggak bisa tidur 🐶: jadi waktu masih kecil 🐶: ada hyung yang dekat denganku 🐶: dia pernah menunjukkan sesuatu yang menakutkan kepadaku 🐶: setelah melihatnya aku mimpi buruk 🐶: lalu tengah malam aku pergi ke kamar orang tua sambil menangis dan bilang aku takut dan nggak bisa tidur sendirian ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 🐶: karena aku melakukannya berkali-kali, orang tuaku juga mulai agak kesal 🐶: jadi aku cuma di kamar 🐶: sampai matahari terbit 🐶: membaca buku "why" dan "how so" selama beberapa jam.. 🐶: ini rahasiaku.. 🐶: yang nggak pernah bisa kuceritakan kepada siapa pun.. 🐶: karena waktu kecil, sebelum tidur aku selalu harus meninggalkan perangkat elektronik di kamar orang tua 🐶: jadi selain membaca buku 🐶: sebenarnya nggak ada banyak hal yang bisa kulakukan 🐶: bahkan sampai kelas 6 SD 🐶: aku harus sudah berbaring di tempat tidur jam 10 malam 🐶: sampai kelas 4 SD bahkan harus jam 9 malam 🐶: sepanjang hidupku, aku cuma pernah menonton film horor 🐶: tepat satu kali 🐶: karena aku benar-benar nggak suka hal-hal menakutkan 🐶: meskipun ada yang mengajakku menonton, aku selalu bilang nggak mau 🐶: bahkan pengalaman horor seperti itu 🐶: sepanjang hidupku cuma pernah 3 kali 🐶: dua kali aku menempel sedekat mungkin sambil memegang bahu orang di depanku, melihat ke lantai, memejamkan mata, lalu menyelesaikannya begitu saja 🐶: yang satu lagi, aku bahkan nggak jadi masuk 🐶: bahkan cuma dalam mimpi pun aku nggak bisa masuk karena takut 🐶: kalau di dunia nyata berarti cuma 2 kali 🐶: sampai sekarang aku juga nggak bisa tidur dengan ujung kakiku keluar dari selimut 🐶: selimutnya harus benar-benar membungkusku tanpa celah