Post So i have this askeyami tsebay of me like relating some sad things personally

So i have this askeyami tsebay of me like relating some sad things personally So i heard eyu from awra reactions has passed to day ena idk y but i felt it deep like mejemeriya betam rebeshegn ena i was hoping it will go away but nahh here i am bi*ching about it damn it mind Just like everyone i know him and i like their vibe that I've been using his phrase "How is u" like regularly ena kdm memotun sisema denegetku ik he is to young to die(idk what age is the right one to die either) gn yeah it is so saddd and i am losing sleep over it Such news affects my emotions get me sad and worry about my loved one's, make me question like how much time do i got, how long my loved one's left........ Blah blah and this isn't just Over thinking BS it is a real thing and i cant sleep or think straight........ I hate this side of me damn it