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Life, I am learning is so beautiful! I am growing. Gestating, I think. Dying and then going through the process of birth again, in a larger, expanded field. I'd like to write a bit more about my life, things I am trying to make sense of as I learn the Principles of life.I am blessed with a piece of land in the middle of the very thick and very biodiverse forests of the Western Ghats in India. i think my drive to somehow get land and grow food was a result of the fear that I too succumbed to after the 2020 lockdowns when I felt I must not be dependant on the system as far as I can help it. It has been a joy, planting trees, vines, flowers, tubers on previously barren paddy field land. I love being there. When there I am all alone in the world. No phone or internet and the nearest neighbours 3 km away. No people around, Only the earth beneath, the sky above, the trees and the song of the birds, crickets and frogs. all is well as it is, I know it is. But I keep wondering about the future. Only last week, the mud house that we had been working hard to put up all of this first half of the year, was destroyed in the monsoon rain and strong winds. I know there is a Higher Goodness in this, but I am trying to figure out what this means. Something to do with Saturn and structure and my 49th year of life...? at 42, life as I had known it before came to an end when I left my 14 year old marriage. The last 7 years, I have been very alone, but also very full internally as I have grown in trust in the Unseen. I'm trying to make my own, this whole Sun and Moon principles. an understanding of what it means to be Whole and feminine and not rush to take on masculine roles in daily living. My sun is in Cancer and I think there are lessons to learn about moving from the watery chaos of Cancer to the structure of Capricorn. I am not yet at the place where the vocabulary around the planets and signs is flowing out of me but maybe that is waiting for when the horns of my Hippocampus get knocked into! This is a long response, Patrick. i was just feeling like it may be alright to write a bit more about what is happening in my life. thank you for your care. I am so glad for the privilege of being able to sit in this room with all of you.