City of Numbers

Yeah, man. Well, I don't know how we'll ever get there, because I'll even entertain your whole congruence bullshit sometimes by—oh, for the sake of argument, you know, I'll concede certain points for the sake of argument. It seems to drive you up a wall, and then we don't get anywhere. You want me to like actually intellectually ascribe to it. But you forget that I used to. Well, not to all this stuff, but I accepted the creed, man. So Jesus Christ was the son of the living God. He was the second person of Trinity. He was the Logos, the Demiurge, the creator, the firstborn of all creation, all that kind of shit. Died, literally rose again from the dead. I literally would tell people, I'm expecting you to believe a guy rose from the dead. So, you know, this is crazy. I know I'm a little—seem a little crazy, but I actually truly believed it. So I don't know where you're coming from. And when I did believe it, I looked at it and I said, this isn't for me. So, period. Because the philosophical question here that has to be answered is, is this triune God worth my worship? And I would say, even if it was real, I would not worship it. It is not worthy of my worship. Period. Fucking point blank. So let's—we could start with that. And then work our way backward. Because that's the problem. We keep trying to work from the ground up. But this is very a top-down thing. But this is very a top-down thing.

It’s a funny thing to not have any evidence of a third of your life. Most people don’t remember their dreams

ive heard that some zen buddhists say if u are spiritual very advanced you dont dream when u sleep. when u sleep, u just sleep