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If this story ends with me pissing off the government so much that eventually I get drive-by shot somewhere, I wouldn't be disappointed with that ending. I pissed them off and I upset them and I broke The Matrix and I told the truth and they had to assassinate me. I'll take that. My father was 57, which is still quite young. But that's still 20 more years for me. In 20 years from now, I'll be kind of tired. I'm already bored of the women. I'm bored of the cars. I'm bored of the money. I'm bored of the diamond watches. I understand if I continue down the trajectory I'm continuing down, that the end result is going to be me getting into a lot of trouble. And getting killed. I'm ready for the bullet. Dying a hero's death is far better to me than a few extra years of consciousness and dying peacefully in your sleep. A hero's death is the best thing a man could ever hope for. Men used to go out looking for it. My father died a hero's death, He left a massive impact on people's lives. And isn't it a son's job to follow in his father's footsteps? Isn't that the whole point of it? I mean, I do have his name.

I have spent 73 days locked inside the SHU. As of writing this letter, the U.K. has requested the "evidence" against me to be sealed from the public. They do not want you to see the "evidence" against me. Why? Because I am an innocent man, locked in a cell, at the request of a government that hates me. MAKE MY FILE PUBLIC. LET THE WORLD SEE WHY I AM IN HERE.

Losing my father was bad. It was instant and brutal. He went out like a king. I miss him every day, but he’d be proud of me fighting these bastards. You are NOT a man until your father has died. It was like losing a superhero. But he’d already given me his powers. Mental toughness. No fear. Every man needs a Dad like that to look up to. It made it clear to me that I am no longer a student and it is time to become a teacher. When he was gone, I had to work harder to check my own thinking. I’ve kept him alive by becoming so successful. So, if you have ANY duty to your bloodline, ancestors, and family, how can you still play video games being a lazy piece of shit? How my father is remembered is how I will be remembered as well. Because of this, my sons will understand morality and will not be pieces of shit. My Dad would say, “I don't want to have to hit you, son. I like you. I actually love you. You're my firstborn son. I don't want to kick the fuck out of you, but I will. And you know I will”. That's how he loved me. Love to me was discipline and firm. If someone loved me, they cared about me enough to yell at me. That's how a man shows love, with discipline and boundaries. I didn't have a childhood where I was hit all the time. But I was hit enough to know that I could get hit. I think that's how a son should be raised. If my son fucks with me, he will get hit. Because as a full-grown man, when you grow up, if you run your mouth, you get hit. If you get in a man's face and talk shit, you get hit. It is my job to prepare my child for life. And in life as a man, there is a line that if you cross it, you get hit. My father prepared me very ruthlessly for the real world. He never beat me out of anger. He never beat me because he was a bad person. He never beat me because he was abusive. It was very logical. It was very, “Son, I'm gonna prepare you for the world. I told you to do something and you think you know better. So now I'm gonna

The story of success, is the story of the men who made the best of every shit hand they were dealt. The men who were cheated against, but won anyway.